and it goes

I thank him for bringing you to me
He really prepared me for this
If there’s a thing called eternal bliss, This is it.
I’ll hang on to you, no matter long it may be.

We were both lonely hearts on a journey
Hoping to seek the right direction and take that road.
It all happened so sudden,
I didn’t mean to make you fall.

We can make this work I want to hold on.
I never had this kind of happiness so real, so true
It would not happen again, please believe me.
Please stay, I’m sorry. Please stay.

Don’t get me wrong, I wanted us to happen.
But then you wake up and its all gone.
Never wanted to run away and flee.
I believe it would be better if we set ourselves free.

The Cubicle

Nagsimula ang araw ng meron pa.
Akala’y natapos saglit. Naging masaya.
Dumating sa opisina. Kaunti palang nagagawa.
Nariyan ka nanaman. Sana tumigil na.

Bawat pahid, oras ay nauubos.
Tuwing natatapos, ang sama ay nauubos.
Diyos ko, kalian ba ‘to matatapos?
Sana’y tumigil. Pasasalamat ay lubos.

disconnect the dots

I was sleeping and dreamt of oranges.
You said you’ll wait for me but you didn’t.
I have completed the six faces of the cube of colors.
I met someone new as you did. Yet I don’t know if I will pursue.
1989 was the video yet she remembers. It truly is amazing.
Everything I want you’ve got.

ikaw

itinigil na ang paninigarilyo
itinigil na ang paginom.
sugal at tawag ng laman, wala narin.
Ang tanging bisyo nalang, Ika'y mahalin.


(hahahaha..tang inang yan)

:-)

I want to feel it again.
when you feel utmost happiness when you laugh
laughter that brings you to tears
as if there are little clouds popping in your head
and it makes you say "aaaaahhh"
you momentarily believe that everything would really be alright.

I believe that I have made other folks feel this
I know I have felt it too at one point.
I forgot the last time that that happened to me
or did it ever?

Beauty is in the Eye

warm happiness

It's a thrilling experience to feel your heart beat.
The sound of your breath brings me to ecstasy.
Though your voice is muffled when we're together, we both know that no words are needed for what we have.
Your touch..when your hair brushes on me..makes me complete.

Even though it brings eternal bliss, it all must end.
Yes, we'd part. But there's always another day.
And the only thing I want to avoid, is to take your breath away.

boots

What would you call your soulmate if you ever find one?
I'd call mine boots.

one is useless without the other :-)

Don't tell me things I already know.
Don't lecture me on life and love, on how things are.
we may have gone different paths but the pain feels the same.


I feel bad whenever I think of what you've gone through.
I don't like it either when you feel sorry for me.
We have something in common, we're never lucky on those stuff.

bow!

excerpts from Mike's song...Straw, go ahead and make the corrections

It's 12:15 and I've been waiting for you to pass by thru me.
I hope you see me staring at you, I hope you see me waiting.
Can't believe I have fallen for you
and...

bloink

apay aya nga pilpilitin nak nga agsurat dituy.
sige. agikabil ak.
ngem anya ngay ti isurat ko?
awan met ti mapanunot ko?

anya kayat ba ti kayat mo?
haha..haan ko nga isurat diyay adda tuy nakkem ko, baka ipa translate mo eh.

basta, uray anya pay diyay,
ag paysu met. sika gamin. basul mo.

err

There might be no next time for me.
everytime it ends, I long for you.
I have no idea on how to let you know.
That is why there might be no next time for me.

F A C E

every good boy does fine

Thank you for letting me appreciate music again.
I forgot how it can make me feel good.
I am eager and always looking forward to seeing you once more.
I really can't find the words to say
to express what I feel for you.
Maybe it's easier to say it to you face to face...or maybe not.

Gee!

Gee! your hair smells like fresh flowers picked from the mountains of zamboanga last april 24, 1990!

life as I see it

The kid within us, playful and happy
everything's colorful yet imaginary.
can't figure out why it makes me smile
but it fits like bricks on a pile.

sure it's filled with struggle
hey, what's life if you won't stumble.
get up, stand up, dust it off, move on
before you know it, its long gone.

some rush towards thirty
when they reach it, wish they were twenty.
The kid within us, really lonely
wants to go back to mother's arms.. if only.

mga pagkakataon

May mga pagkakataong may makikilala kang isang tao. Mabibighani sa kanyang kagandahan. Makakapagkwentuhan ng matagal. Ngunit di mo na makikita kahit kailan.

Mayroon din namang pagkakataong, ikaw ay may makakasalubong. Mabibighani ka nanaman. Magkakatitigan kayo. Ngunit di mo na makikita kahit kailan.

Minsan din. Mararamdaman mong may isang tao para sayo, alam mong mabibighani ka. Ngunit di mo makikita kahit kailan.

eh

Mahirap pala simulan to pag halo halo ang nasa utak mo. Di mo malaman kung tungkol sa mensahe para sa isang tao ang gusto mong iparating o di kaya'y nais mong mag-iksplika sa mga ginawa mo sa isang natapos na relasyon. Maari din naman gusto mo ilabas ang sakit na nadama mo sa isang relasyon at epekto neto sa iyong buhay.

Malamang nararamdaman niyo din ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, yung tipong magisa kang ngumingit habang sinusulat ito. gaya nga ng sabi ko, halo halo ang idea na nasa utak ko ngayon. Parang nakakamot ang aking utak, ngunit di talaga matamaan ang makating parte. Tumataas pa nga balikat ko para lang makamot ang makating parte ng utak ko eh. At ang maganda pa neto, kolorum ang internet ko dito sa opisina, kaya patingin tingin ako sa likod.

Ano ba ang tagalog ng paragraph? hayaan na natin. Ngayong naka dalawang paragraph na ako. siguro sundan ko na lamang ang tatlong puntos na sinabi ko sa umpisa. Mensahe para sa isang kaibigan...alam niyo bang mahirap magtimpi ng nararamdaman. May mga nagsasabing, dapat ilabas mo at ipadama mo ito. Ngunit para sa akin, may takot. Alam mong kaya mo siyang mapasaya, malimutan ang problema. At kung ano ano pa, pero ito'y opinyon mo lamang. Isang akala. Isang akalang maaaring maging kayong dalawa(ninakaw ko lang to sa lyrics ng true faith, tumutugtog kasi eh, bakit ba!). Ulitin ko ulit, ito'y isang akala. Nakakatakot. Kasi, pag nalaman niya. Baka layuan ka niya. May posibilidad namang pareho pala ang nararamdaman niyo sa isa't isa. Ngunit ayaw kong mawala kung ano ang meron ngayon. Magtitimpi nalang siguro ako. Tulad ng ginagawa ko mula pa noong bata pa ako. Nakakalungkot.

Pangalawang punto, pagiksplika sa natapos na relasyon. simple lang. Ayaw ko na kasi. Natakot ako sayo. Nasaktan kita. Naging makasarili ako. Oo, inisip ko talaga sarili ko. Kasi natakot ako sayo. Ayokong patakbuhin mo buhay ko. May mga pagkakataon na gusto ko ibang tao nagpapatakbo ng buhay ko, pero dapat ako ang nagpapakita na gusto ko. Hindi iyong pinipilit ako. Natakot ako.

Ikatlo. Ang pang pelikulang hiwalayan. Masakit. Masakit. Tuwing naaalala ko iyun, parang wala na akong silbi. Nakakalungkot. Higit sa dalawang taon na ang lumipas. wala na ang sakit. Pero di ko ito malilimutan. Sa nangyating ito, naging malakas ako. Naging matatag. Naging matigas. Nagalit. Naging gago. Pinaglalaruan nalang ang ang pwedeng mapaglaruan. Naging masama ako. tama na to.

Sana. maging masaya na ulit ako.